Yoga cured my Silicon Valley Blues
Living in an area of the country
that was experiencing phenomenal economic growth, called the “dot-com bubble” in the 1990's.
I could sense that everyone was living a very material life and seeking thrills
that only money could satisfy. I got the same bubble attitude and jumped into
the frenzied atmosphere of what I see, I must own. This led to the belief that
the bubble was a real place and that everyone around me was living an ideal
life.
The .com bubble did not last it
burst. The downturn during the “.com” years affected the computer industry and in turn affected
the overall economy, which caused many people to lose their jobs. The
turnaround came slowly and many companies supplemented this by sending jobs out
of the country. This was a difficult time. I think I tried to keep up with what
I thought was the normal pace of life, and spent more money on material objects. However,
after the bubble burst it was time for tightening my belt. It was hard, but
necessary as my debt had mounted and was almost out of control. I made some
investments that help offset expenses that had to be paid. I set some goals
that would allow me to reduce my debt to the bare minimum as quickly as
possible. It was hard, and I made sacrifices like most people. In addition, I
began a dedicated course of study towards a master’s degree. This curtailed my
social life big time. In fact, I was working full time attending master’s level
classes, and continuing to participate in several community service projects. I
stayed busy and sometimes the workload between the different projects caused a
lot of stress. I tried to maintain my visits to the gym at work, but suddenly I
was working from home more frequently and going into the office to work out at
the gym was not as convenient as it had been previously. I walked in the local
park, and worked out at home as much as possible. In addition, I meditated every
day. I still gained weight and had trouble sleeping.
Over several months I developed a
routine through a combination of meditation, physical workouts – including
walking, dancing, biking that helped my body remain strong and healthy. These
types of physical exercises after a time become more of a backup to my asana
practice. I became stronger mentally and physically using techniques learned in
my yoga classes, the heart of which is control of the breath and the thoughts
in the mind.
This is an excerpt from my new book. Other titles currently available; "Yoga for the New Millennium: Dharana Reflections off the Mat, Poems and Images".
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